SowiloSquared on Nostr: I find it difficult to draw a line between choice and circumstance. Regardless, we ...

I find it difficult to draw a line between choice and circumstance. Regardless, we all have to pay the price. I'm socially inept because I was raised by a single mother who worked all the time. I didn't get socialized properly and I didn't really have a male influence in my life growing up. I happen to be physically attractive, but I have a very hard time connecting with people. This is unattractive to women, I know it is. Is it my fault for not picking myself up by my bootstraps and undoing developmental neglect? Maybe, but I have no idea how to fix it. The same goes for women, except they are rewarded for it early on. The punishment comes way down the road. I can't really blame them for being what they are, but I can't fix them either. Sometimes I'm angry about it, sometimes I'm apathetic, sometimes it breaks my heart to see beauty and potential destroyed. I don't have a solution.