limitlesslaurel on Nostr: #gm nostr 🧡 just had the most treacherous dream. i’m so glad it’s over now. i ...
#gm nostr 🧡
just had the most treacherous dream. i’m so glad it’s over now.
i presume it was inspired by (finally) watching Black Swan last night before picking up my dad from (the wrong) train station.
my parents have always demanded excellence from me, so just a tiny mistake, even now, still sets them into an ugly mood towards me.
this stage of my life has been about choosing my own expectations. as you can guess, it’s entirely freeing.
though i still choose to hold myself to a basic standard of excellence, it hits differently. the joy doesnt feel like the warm sun shining on me when i make the right move, instead it feels like the heat of a thousand suns shining within me. i feel it radiate all throughout my being, and it often brings tears to my eyes.
thank you god for allowing this time to be truly mine to shine. to radiate. to love deeply.
even more, thank you god for sending me little tests along the way to ensure i’ve learned the lesson of this chapter.
i surrender to the pain I’ve once endured without reason, and in this, i allow it to transform into more joy, more love, more depth in life.
thank you thank you thank you
🙏🏼🌞🧡
just had the most treacherous dream. i’m so glad it’s over now.
i presume it was inspired by (finally) watching Black Swan last night before picking up my dad from (the wrong) train station.
my parents have always demanded excellence from me, so just a tiny mistake, even now, still sets them into an ugly mood towards me.
this stage of my life has been about choosing my own expectations. as you can guess, it’s entirely freeing.
though i still choose to hold myself to a basic standard of excellence, it hits differently. the joy doesnt feel like the warm sun shining on me when i make the right move, instead it feels like the heat of a thousand suns shining within me. i feel it radiate all throughout my being, and it often brings tears to my eyes.
thank you god for allowing this time to be truly mine to shine. to radiate. to love deeply.
even more, thank you god for sending me little tests along the way to ensure i’ve learned the lesson of this chapter.
i surrender to the pain I’ve once endured without reason, and in this, i allow it to transform into more joy, more love, more depth in life.
thank you thank you thank you
🙏🏼🌞🧡