Creative! Queer!! Autistic!!! on Nostr: I’ve had a hard day today, in terms of epilepsy. I am finding I go from 0 to 1000 ...
I’ve had a hard day today, in terms of epilepsy. I am finding I go from 0 to 1000 in a panic attack, and it’s always over some totally stupid meaningless thing: “I can’t find my napkin!!!! I CAN’T FIND MY FUCKING NAPKIN, GODDAMNIT!!! Fuck you! This is why I deserve to die!”
[in tears, curled up on rhe floor, whimpering] “I… can’t… find… my…napkin…”
😳🙄
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