Paradoxical_Inquery on Nostr: I used to walk for at least 5 hours every day Every time I was sitting I would do ...

I used to walk for at least 5 hours every day

Every time I was sitting I would do crunches

I'd go out of my way to lift heavy shit

I was super into the whole most food is poison shit

But I kept gaining muscle and was still skinny

So my ribs were visible half the time and I felt like I weighed a million pounds because I had thick legs from walking and thick arms from lifting

I was always getting people to train with me and bringing them on long ass ventures that I swore would only take like an hour

But... My body dismorphia got in the way a lot