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Iβve tried. And every time I feel nothing, or think nothing or get nothing back. Nothing changes. It feels like Iβm talking to myself when I pray. Like Iβm the only one in the room, in my own headspace even.
Weird. Maybe I might just be fundamentally missing that part of my brain that engages spirituality. Or maybe Iβm just trying to rationalize that with science so I feel like I donβt have to put any more effort forth and explore what it is that makes my perception so limited?
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