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Some stuff I learned today:
(1) My Internet connection reeaaaaaally tries it's best to not buffer Twitch streams at 160p
(2) Holy, am I afraid to participate in chat ð«
(I do have a hard time with initial approaches and stuff)
(3) For some reason, fears are also spiking up again then. Not FOMO, but rather fears of rejection for some reason
(4) Social interactions, even chat only, seem to drain me a lot in unknown situations
And it all makes me fight to not become the harsh self-critic to myself again and everytime anew, it's making me frustrated and even forget about all the food things that have happened today. Even when I have them on a paper in front of me >.>
(1) My Internet connection reeaaaaaally tries it's best to not buffer Twitch streams at 160p
(2) Holy, am I afraid to participate in chat ð«
(I do have a hard time with initial approaches and stuff)
(3) For some reason, fears are also spiking up again then. Not FOMO, but rather fears of rejection for some reason
(4) Social interactions, even chat only, seem to drain me a lot in unknown situations
And it all makes me fight to not become the harsh self-critic to myself again and everytime anew, it's making me frustrated and even forget about all the food things that have happened today. Even when I have them on a paper in front of me >.>