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lillian (nprofile…njuv) it would be wonderful if i could settle on the idea that everything i experience is spiritual in nature, but a lot of my fixations recently conflict with what i believe to be true about God, so I feel they must be more likely delusional/paranoiac. but idk, maybe the solution is to take them seriously, kind of like how Camus (or maybe it was Nietzsche? i don't remember) said it was necessary to confront seriously the possibility of suicide.
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