Adam Snyder on Nostr: I made the mistake of listening to music I was part of creating. It's a recipe for an ...

I made the mistake of listening to music I was part of creating. It's a recipe for an earworm to listen back to something you tracked who knows how many takes of vocals for. https://youtu.be/kOetVuO_P1Y

Lyrics:
Can someone save me from the pit
This grave I dug myself is filling in
I built up my walls, created the divide
But now they're caving in I'm trapped inside

Now I see the lies that I have believed
Promises of life and fame and fulfillment and self
A sweet sweet pill with a bitter end

Lay me down inside my grave
I know I'm broken can I be remade
Lay me down underneath the ground
I know I'm lost can I ever be found

I'm screaming for help can no one hear the sound

I've spent so long chasing empty dreams, but still you stood there calling me
I pursued the shining gold, the wine so red, the bandit, the harlots, the faithless friend
Beaten and abused and left for dead
I had no hope until you took me in
My self-inflicted wounds you began to heal
You filled the emptiness and took away the pain I used to feel

Why did I take so long
What was I hiding from

I will never go back
Never go back, not going back

Lay me down inside my grave
I know I'm broken can I be remade
Lay me down underneath the ground
I know I'm lost can I ever be found

I've been like a withered tree growing in the dry bed of a desert stream
I sunk my roots into an anchor of sand, but the rain stopped coming to this barren land
I wandered from the path, was lost in the weeds - but you never abandoned me
Dig, dig, dig til I'm 6 feet down in the deep - still you never abandoned me

I will never go back
Never go back, not going back

You saved me from the pit
This grave I dug myself, you filled it in
The life I lived is buried there
I'll never go back, not going back

I'll never go back, not going back

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