melissa on Nostr: Thoughts for this evening... I've failed more times than I've succeeded. Some of what ...
Thoughts for this evening...
I've failed more times than I've succeeded. Some of what I perceive to be my greatest successes, are probably perceived by others as massive failures. 🙃
The only way I will ever get to my next level, is to act, despite the fears I still have. Fear of judgement has been something I struggled with and still do from time to time. I know in my logical brain it doesn't matter what others think, but in my soul, I want people to be inspired by me, admire my strength in the face of adversity and hopefully love me a little bit. 🥰
I live in my head way too much. I cannot count the number of books I have read. I'm a super nerd addicted to learning and while I have a super power for input, I struggle to convert that to meaningful output. I do realise that when I can create meaning from the ten thousand books I read (on countless subjects from finance, technology, business to spirituality, leadership, travel and education) then perhaps things will start moving a little faster 🤷♀️
Life feels slow for me. I observe many others starting their location independent dreams and skyrocketing past me. I feel like the turtle a lot of the time. I often feel impatient. But I also understand that I'm on a different journey. And slowing down and healing has been part of that journey. 🐢
Then when I reflect on where I am, a published author, occasional speaker, living abroad over twelve years, a full time digital nomad family for 3.5 years, travelling during covid, brave enough to live guided by my intuition, raising wild and free children who are free from the systems and structures, free birthing our baby in a foreign country on a tourist visa, and doing all this from a place of self-custody... I have huge respect for myself and what I am yet to achieve in the world. 🤩
I still feel like a tiny speck. But I know I have a long, beautiful, amazing journey ahead. I feel grateful for where I am. I feel grateful for the opportunities ahead. I feel grateful for the people I've been blessed to meet along the way. I feel grateful to be in this place at this time. I feel excited to be able to guide and empower other parents to soar with confidence and take ownership of their family journey. I'm excited to share this journey with more families. I'm excited for the future 🦋💫🔥
#writing #dreams #digitalnomad #family #parenting #worldschooling #unschooling #gratitude
I've failed more times than I've succeeded. Some of what I perceive to be my greatest successes, are probably perceived by others as massive failures. 🙃
The only way I will ever get to my next level, is to act, despite the fears I still have. Fear of judgement has been something I struggled with and still do from time to time. I know in my logical brain it doesn't matter what others think, but in my soul, I want people to be inspired by me, admire my strength in the face of adversity and hopefully love me a little bit. 🥰
I live in my head way too much. I cannot count the number of books I have read. I'm a super nerd addicted to learning and while I have a super power for input, I struggle to convert that to meaningful output. I do realise that when I can create meaning from the ten thousand books I read (on countless subjects from finance, technology, business to spirituality, leadership, travel and education) then perhaps things will start moving a little faster 🤷♀️
Life feels slow for me. I observe many others starting their location independent dreams and skyrocketing past me. I feel like the turtle a lot of the time. I often feel impatient. But I also understand that I'm on a different journey. And slowing down and healing has been part of that journey. 🐢
Then when I reflect on where I am, a published author, occasional speaker, living abroad over twelve years, a full time digital nomad family for 3.5 years, travelling during covid, brave enough to live guided by my intuition, raising wild and free children who are free from the systems and structures, free birthing our baby in a foreign country on a tourist visa, and doing all this from a place of self-custody... I have huge respect for myself and what I am yet to achieve in the world. 🤩
I still feel like a tiny speck. But I know I have a long, beautiful, amazing journey ahead. I feel grateful for where I am. I feel grateful for the opportunities ahead. I feel grateful for the people I've been blessed to meet along the way. I feel grateful to be in this place at this time. I feel excited to be able to guide and empower other parents to soar with confidence and take ownership of their family journey. I'm excited to share this journey with more families. I'm excited for the future 🦋💫🔥
#writing #dreams #digitalnomad #family #parenting #worldschooling #unschooling #gratitude