katemoore on Nostr: I spent so much of my life in the masculine I can’t wait to be able to step into my ...
I spent so much of my life in the masculine I can’t wait to be able to step into my feminine. I can’t wait to meet her.
About 2 decades of competitive swimming, always trying to get straight A’s, pursuing multiple engineering degrees because they were some of the hardest curriculums, taking a job in New York City because that’s where you go to make money and be successful in a career and hustle. It’s all comical to me now. How irrelevant that all feels now. How disconnected I was from my own truth.
My body has suffered greatly from being so deep in the masculine. I believed for so long I needed to be hyper independent, make my own money, not rely on anyone else, protect and provide for myself. I’m tired. I’m unfulfilled by that. And thank God I have stepped away from that mentality and indoctrination.
It’s so evil how they programmed us to think being in the feminine role was “not enough”. They made us feel shame and guilt if our only life aspirations were to be a great wife and mother. I cannot believe how I fell into that trap for so long. Woke society has brainwashed and trained us and rewarded us for becoming more masculine. To perpetuate failing relationship culture, failing family units. Causing unsatisfaction for all. Women acting so far in the masculine has tipped the balance we need in relationships and in life. So many men don’t even know how to be men anymore, and families are more broken than ever. With women absent from the home, and children shipped off to indoctrination camps daily.
They train us to believe being in the traditional feminine role was lazy and inferior. They train us to associate being in the feminine role as having no real skills, no talents, no unique gifts for the world, no ability to make a difference in the world.
Now I know how in that role we have the most power. The feminine role of creating life and nurturing life is a divine gift. The ability to raise a curious, creative, joyful, skilled, intelligent, and beautiful family is the way you change the world.
My future children will be absolute superheroes. Little lightworkers. With God instilled in them, nature as their home, and a mother in her feminine and a father in his utmost masculine. The way you heal the world starts in healing the family unit.
Now more than ever I see how badly I want to be feminine. To cook my family meals from scratch from our local farms, to teach my kids how to swim in the ocean and hike through the forest. To watch sunrise and sunset and pray together. To cuddle and laugh together. To always ask questions. To try new things and to always be learning. To fail and to try again.
I still have many passions and things I want to do for myself. But it’s coming less from a place of masculine energy. My personal dreams and goals are now rooted from a place of wanting to spend as much time doing the things I love and be in service. Share my gifts with my family, community, and the world and to simply help others. Not just make my own money and try to do everything on my own.
I want a man that protects me and takes care of me and provides for me. A man that is not challenged in his masculinity. I crave the duality I have never had.
In a society that has belittled the role of a wife and a mother, we see the product of that in the brokenness of relationships and the unfufilmment of all.
#gm #newyear
About 2 decades of competitive swimming, always trying to get straight A’s, pursuing multiple engineering degrees because they were some of the hardest curriculums, taking a job in New York City because that’s where you go to make money and be successful in a career and hustle. It’s all comical to me now. How irrelevant that all feels now. How disconnected I was from my own truth.
My body has suffered greatly from being so deep in the masculine. I believed for so long I needed to be hyper independent, make my own money, not rely on anyone else, protect and provide for myself. I’m tired. I’m unfulfilled by that. And thank God I have stepped away from that mentality and indoctrination.
It’s so evil how they programmed us to think being in the feminine role was “not enough”. They made us feel shame and guilt if our only life aspirations were to be a great wife and mother. I cannot believe how I fell into that trap for so long. Woke society has brainwashed and trained us and rewarded us for becoming more masculine. To perpetuate failing relationship culture, failing family units. Causing unsatisfaction for all. Women acting so far in the masculine has tipped the balance we need in relationships and in life. So many men don’t even know how to be men anymore, and families are more broken than ever. With women absent from the home, and children shipped off to indoctrination camps daily.
They train us to believe being in the traditional feminine role was lazy and inferior. They train us to associate being in the feminine role as having no real skills, no talents, no unique gifts for the world, no ability to make a difference in the world.
Now I know how in that role we have the most power. The feminine role of creating life and nurturing life is a divine gift. The ability to raise a curious, creative, joyful, skilled, intelligent, and beautiful family is the way you change the world.
My future children will be absolute superheroes. Little lightworkers. With God instilled in them, nature as their home, and a mother in her feminine and a father in his utmost masculine. The way you heal the world starts in healing the family unit.
Now more than ever I see how badly I want to be feminine. To cook my family meals from scratch from our local farms, to teach my kids how to swim in the ocean and hike through the forest. To watch sunrise and sunset and pray together. To cuddle and laugh together. To always ask questions. To try new things and to always be learning. To fail and to try again.
I still have many passions and things I want to do for myself. But it’s coming less from a place of masculine energy. My personal dreams and goals are now rooted from a place of wanting to spend as much time doing the things I love and be in service. Share my gifts with my family, community, and the world and to simply help others. Not just make my own money and try to do everything on my own.
I want a man that protects me and takes care of me and provides for me. A man that is not challenged in his masculinity. I crave the duality I have never had.
In a society that has belittled the role of a wife and a mother, we see the product of that in the brokenness of relationships and the unfufilmment of all.
#gm #newyear