Miakoda on Nostr: I can't stop thinking about how many times I've been told by the same person that my ...

I can't stop thinking about how many times I've been told by the same person that my traits are bullshit, or power of suggestion, or fitting a mold.
This is just eating me up.
...and I can't bring it up. If I so much as mention it, he gets angry and does his little dismissive "Ooohkay.". When I do get him to talk about it, it's just how much I'm wrong, and how those words don't mean X, they mean Y.