Une (Marriage of Golden Conquerors Arc) on Nostr: lillian oh, I see. yeah that makes sense. i also think of it in those ways too. i ...

lillian (nprofile…njuv) oh, I see. yeah that makes sense. i also think of it in those ways too.

i guess to clarify, i've been fixated on the idea that i'm being assailed by the devil a lot lately, especially that the devil is responsible for the job i have now but I don't really believe in the devil, and i believe that, despite the difficulty, God has me at my job for my benefit. so, i'm wondering if i should take seriously the possibility that I really do believe in the devil, if i'm so fixated on him? and investigate whether that genuinely conflicts with what i believe to be true about God and my relationship to Him. it sounds paranoiac, and I know that, but I don't think it does me any good to pretend it's not something I believe/deny that it influences my behavior