veff š on Nostr: I guess I feel in the middle of nowhere. I visit relatives and feel estranged because ...
I guess I feel in the middle of nowhere.
I visit relatives and feel estranged because I left and changed while they stayed and stagnated, leading to resentment/envy/vicarious living. I go out to the big world and it's like the complete opposite, like I'm a caveman entering a post-industrial revolution society. No matter which path I choose I always end up in my own head. Not even alcohol helped.
I visit relatives and feel estranged because I left and changed while they stayed and stagnated, leading to resentment/envy/vicarious living. I go out to the big world and it's like the complete opposite, like I'm a caveman entering a post-industrial revolution society. No matter which path I choose I always end up in my own head. Not even alcohol helped.