Faye on Nostr: Man I am hate-watching, doom scrolling and politics posting a lot right now. But I am ...
Man I am hate-watching, doom scrolling and politics posting a lot right now.
But I am so tired. Work is my only outlet and that's gone to office-politics. Everything I value identify with in the world is quickly decaying. The UK is likely to fall the same way next election cycle.
Maybe I'll be able to pull myself up a bit after the funeral tomorrow and I can go pack to pretending my family don't exist.
Right now spite is the only thing getting me out of bed and keeping me away from the bottle.
I need a community. People tell me this is a skills thing and to essentially Git Gud. This is probably true but I could do with an evening class or some shit because I am getting Fs in this subject.
But I am so tired. Work is my only outlet and that's gone to office-politics. Everything I value identify with in the world is quickly decaying. The UK is likely to fall the same way next election cycle.
Maybe I'll be able to pull myself up a bit after the funeral tomorrow and I can go pack to pretending my family don't exist.
Right now spite is the only thing getting me out of bed and keeping me away from the bottle.
I need a community. People tell me this is a skills thing and to essentially Git Gud. This is probably true but I could do with an evening class or some shit because I am getting Fs in this subject.