Phantom of Unix on Nostr: I did a lot recently. But I cannot forget my ex. She wasn't so nice to me specially ...

I did a lot recently. But I cannot forget my ex. She wasn't so nice to me specially in the last days of our relationship, but I still love her. Almost a year after our breakup.
I feel s**cidal right now. But do not worry I have friends to keep their eyes on me. I'm just sad, depressed and full of shame and anger.
I'm a fucking loser.