Ben Higbie on Nostr: Yea I havent been like, this depressed since I was in my early 20s, before I got ...

Yea I havent been like, this depressed since I was in my early 20s, before I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder and began to figure out the source of a lot of my mental issues. But anyway, the combination of homesickness being overseas since 2005 and my bipolar disorder and losing both our chihuahuas and my wife constantly crying about losing her dogs and her being worried about money and my own neglect of my own mental well-being has just made me feel so powerless and weak.