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Sorry Mum!
(I forgive you)

Nothing hurts more,
than seeing your mother in pain.
There is nothing to fight for.
There is nothing to gain.
Is this truly me?
Am I avenging the pain?
That was left on the child in the hallway,
crying in desperate vain.
Witnessing,
how daddy and you,
broke into two.
Until this trauma is felt,
the ice caps will continue to melt.
Because it returns like a spook,
keeps me in this loop.
As I was writing these words,
I was damn close to cry,
but some part of me
would rather die,
than going back to this hallway
and hearing you fight,
going back to the crocodiles
haunting me through the night,
going back to the darkness,
reliving the fear,
because I am grown up now,
so I shed no tear.