The Gaptangle on Nostr: If you said walk away, rebuild the world from scratch, I'd do it. Some things stayed ...

If you said walk away, rebuild the world from scratch, I'd do it. Some things stayed removed and will stay removed but my hesitance is because I can't really afford to get rid of everything, I have nothing to replace it with. But I'm so tired now and though I know I risk losing some of the last of what I can really count on in some ways I'm also tired of it being... well, too soft in one way. Of it letting in everything that destroys it, because of how it doesn't mean to, and of how I can't keep them from trying to invade everything because they live in a dream world where everyone's been the best of friends forever, which means, because who the hell knows. If you gave me the sign and said say fuck it it would probably be enough to tip the balance.