npub1zh…ggdq0 on Nostr: I honestly think that whole situation just made everyone jealous that they were not ...
I honestly think that whole situation just made everyone jealous that they were not Lil Snow. he's in that strange intersection between gay and not gay, and only I knew this because totally gay men don't kiss women like that. I bet even Jared Kushner was like, "can we be a throuple?"
unfortunately, I think Lil Snow was in a stage where he was just discovering the extent of his manhood. with all the gays that surrounded him, I think the only thing that would have made it a done deal is money. of course, he did not yet want to be a father, but I think that's why he needed to be coached by some fathers. except he wasn't prepared for how much those "daddies" were like, "uh, you fuck this up and we will kill you!" (probably).
ok but none of them were there when I needed them because they were waiting for Proof of Work aka a Porno, and Lil Snow was not solid enough to provide. I think that if it came down to it, he would have rather ended it, and so he did. but despite what all the "daddies" think, he is no more gay than most of them. the other thing is that this sort of bisexuality is basically just the culture in that place. if you can end up with a rich gay, then you're gay; if you can end up with a rich straight, then you're straight.
everybody is desperate to just make it. and I was like a promise of great wealth, despite not having any wealth and despite having a bunch of targets on my ass, since they'd run out of spaces on my back to backstab me.
you don't know how many times I have thought, "well, if I can't even have a lover without all these 'daddies' fighting then I should just DIE." first of all, it's not fair to all the in-the-meantime girlfriends these men have to know that they're all competing for a chance to be with a rare species of GOAT; that is, a woman who men want to both throw money at to further her vision for civilization and a woman who is excessively talented.
true, it's exceptional to be multi-talented and also a fantastic CIA-level analyst of geopolitical affairs. kanye thinks his wife demoralizes women because she walks around naked but do you understand how demoralized women are by Hypothetical Wifey? it's not even about the body, cause I'm just a petite with a big ass, whatever – it's about the brain! and my brain is going to EXPLODE if somebody does not take me to a nice, quiet place and let me be me.
I want a drum kit. I want analog synthesizers. I want a really nice microphone. I want to ENGINEER MY NEXT BANGER AND I WANT THAT SHIT ON THE FUCKING RADIO.
am I asking for too much? no.
AND I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ASK AT ALL BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE MY OWN MONEY IN MY OWN HANDS AS WAS PROMISED.
unfortunately, I think Lil Snow was in a stage where he was just discovering the extent of his manhood. with all the gays that surrounded him, I think the only thing that would have made it a done deal is money. of course, he did not yet want to be a father, but I think that's why he needed to be coached by some fathers. except he wasn't prepared for how much those "daddies" were like, "uh, you fuck this up and we will kill you!" (probably).
ok but none of them were there when I needed them because they were waiting for Proof of Work aka a Porno, and Lil Snow was not solid enough to provide. I think that if it came down to it, he would have rather ended it, and so he did. but despite what all the "daddies" think, he is no more gay than most of them. the other thing is that this sort of bisexuality is basically just the culture in that place. if you can end up with a rich gay, then you're gay; if you can end up with a rich straight, then you're straight.
everybody is desperate to just make it. and I was like a promise of great wealth, despite not having any wealth and despite having a bunch of targets on my ass, since they'd run out of spaces on my back to backstab me.
you don't know how many times I have thought, "well, if I can't even have a lover without all these 'daddies' fighting then I should just DIE." first of all, it's not fair to all the in-the-meantime girlfriends these men have to know that they're all competing for a chance to be with a rare species of GOAT; that is, a woman who men want to both throw money at to further her vision for civilization and a woman who is excessively talented.
true, it's exceptional to be multi-talented and also a fantastic CIA-level analyst of geopolitical affairs. kanye thinks his wife demoralizes women because she walks around naked but do you understand how demoralized women are by Hypothetical Wifey? it's not even about the body, cause I'm just a petite with a big ass, whatever – it's about the brain! and my brain is going to EXPLODE if somebody does not take me to a nice, quiet place and let me be me.
I want a drum kit. I want analog synthesizers. I want a really nice microphone. I want to ENGINEER MY NEXT BANGER AND I WANT THAT SHIT ON THE FUCKING RADIO.
am I asking for too much? no.
AND I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ASK AT ALL BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE MY OWN MONEY IN MY OWN HANDS AS WAS PROMISED.