Orca on Nostr: Thank you so very much. I was not ok latest months due to my health. I'm getting ...

Thank you so very much. I was not ok latest months due to my health. I'm getting better step by step. Tbh I was in quite deep depression this time. I was also shocked that the last few ppl I had good relationship have in country I live passed away. So I met my 55th birthday alone. I wasn't celebrating. I had weird feeling. I don't know how to explain more deeply as my English isn't good enough. My father passed away when he was 56. Yup, I'm alone irl already long months. It's very different when you don't have ppl irl to talk with. Sometimes it's feeling that mind goes crazy. It's difficult to explain. I I'm step by step getting my health back. I was on bed almost 3 months due to health. I do need to sort out my life situation in nearest months. To start physical activities, training step by step. I'm in difficulties to find job in Latvia due to my age. They say I'm too old. It's stressful tbh. If you can advice some way how to earn money online I would be very thankful. I'm not a beggar. I want and do need a possibility to earn at least 1300€ a month during summer months and till the end of the year. Then I will be able to relocate. I'm sorry for such a reply. I'm now trying to get familiar with nostr.
My very best wishes to you. Yup. I suffer from insomnia heaps. My past memories visit me in my dreams. My friends who passed away. I'm trying to live and be in the present moment but it's easier to say than in reality. Thanks once more for happy Birthday wishes 🙏