sylvie 🖤🏳️🌈 on Nostr: i’m realizing that any desire to post nudes was truly a desire to be seen~, ...
i’m realizing that any desire to post nudes was truly a desire to be seen~, noticed, praised. because i’ve only ever gotten positive attention for the aesthetic quality of my breasts, it felt like showing off my chest was equal to showing my value. i still wish to feel valued & applauded, but i don’t know how that will ever happen. i’m back to feeling dangerously invisible. who the hell am i? what the hell can i hope to become in this burning world? i’m already so broken & time is running out
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