gek on Nostr: Thank you, but sadly when I feel like this I won’t believe any of it. The people ...

Thank you, but sadly when I feel like this I won’t believe any of it. The people who were supposed to care about me are happy to let me die in a corner. Brighter days just won’t come, been hoping for years, heck, for decades now. I don’t even know how to take care of myself anymore. I don’t reach for support anymore. Support gets promised and then support won’t come.

All is left is a meltdown. I am tired of watching life get by. Tired of getting my hopes up, only to have them bring me down.