Tac O'Cat on Nostr: Being asked what I'm going to draw for the day is a perfectly reasonable and ...
Being asked what I'm going to draw for the day is a perfectly reasonable and appropriate question, but when I'm asked that in the beginning of stream, my anxiety just spirals, cuz I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing and they'll get upset and mad at me. Like I can feel the pit of fear of disappointment in my stomach already.
I can't help it. I know 99% of people who have bought a commission are chill and know that I work on the queue regularly.
I can't get to everyone in the queue in one day as much as I'd love to.
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