Diyana on Nostr: It does confirm to me that I would absolutely do a daily coffee enema for a year for ...

It does confirm to me that I would absolutely do a daily coffee enema for a year for 1BTC. Absolutely.

Also, slightly blown away I am bringing this up just as we've entered Venus retrograde.

Perfect to review with an even more mature lens...

Quality vs Quantity
Energy enmeshment
Attachment
Tending to the Heart
Integrity
Self Care
Service
Community
Meditation
Barefeet
Writing
Poetry
Art
Love

All the good things.

quoting nevent1q…hxme

I am laughing my ass off. Just looked up "enema" in fb search to find this thing I wrote on August 5th 2015 👀 (a decade ago)

"As I lay here on the bathroom floor, doing a coffee enema, yep you heard that right! I am laying on the floor with a thing up my a♡♡ shooting coffee straight in... hoping to help flush out toxins and give my liver an easier time doing its job. (I absolutely recommend it too and please accept my apologies if this visual seems too much for you... I am just trying to be fully authentic and real ;))

I am laying down here deep in thought trying to "figure out" this heaviness I have been feeling lately... a general sense of being lost, foggy, unable to stay focused, present, effectively use my mind and make clear judgements... I am laying down here forced to be still, which suddenly aligns my thoughts and brings in clarity... As I gather strenght and tap back into my will power letting go of darkness grasping for the light I am brought to re-evaluate my values and priorities once again... realizing, remembering the importance of differentiating and conciously choosing Quality vs. Quantity.

I ran away from silicon valley and the bay because of the amount of energy in took to feel balanced with so much going on energetically all around... And I found the clarity and balance when I moved closer to nature amongst a wonderful community of amazing individuals, visionaries, artists, musicians and creatives.

The last couple of months however have been sort of weird, as I suddenly moved into living a very frequent out and about summer night social life (there are just so many wonderful opportunities and events, from fun electropical parties, art walks, birthday parties, bottomless kava and cacao nights, hot summer nights and the likes)... I shifted my schedule to late nights and little time to take care of myself during the day as I put work in first priority with the remaining of time.

I got swooped into a phase of indulging in on real time one on one and group interactions, as I had been craving so much of it all the years I spent building online communities behind the computer. I was suddenly brought back into my teens while still in bulgaria among my homies and social circles... before I completely became isolated from what I have always known. And with that introducing a whole spectrum of a variety of different energies from one end to the other and everything in between in seems, auras, stories and happenings into my auric field.

I am laying on the bathroom floor anchoring this lesson... "there are many people you can spend your time with... so think about who matters most and aligns most deeply with your values? Most importantly don't ignore the fact of how you tend to feel around them, what conversations are you enegaging in, and what other synthetic energies are they bringing into the mix.

There were many people I first met when moving to Nevada City who set the tone and vibration and elevated the energy of effortless manifestation happening straight through me... made it seem so magickal around here... who I then somehow lost contact with... and got swallowed by a darker energy... how and when did that happen? (I am called to say I don't know but as soon as I type this the answer is given... things shifted as I found myself falling into an old romantic pattern and saw my heart create attachments to a masculine energy that intrigued me exactly because it triggered my pain body just as it's used to. That is soo good to know! Good reflection for Venus retrograde is ruling.)

So two lessons seem to be emerging... while lost in the "crowd energy" my heart's energy was also intensely leaking directly toward another unbalacing masculine force... in the process with time completely losing my own ground...

Amongst the crowd my confused hurting heart attracted even more static energy and people around...

Now, I re-emerge and understand better that I can spend a lot of little moments mingling with many different people and only know one another at the surface... or I could spend real quality time with just a few individuals who actually bring value into my life, because of their focus and vibration and as we merge forces exchanging good vibes, growing and enriching each others lives, so does the whole benefit and we expand together...

I took a poetry class today with an amazing poet and master of the spoken word Taylor Haydn and I feel so grateful to have been brought back to using my hand, pencil and paper and flush out my subconscious. I hadn't written in so long... I feel so grateful as the realization that expression through the written word is one of my core values and when I don't write I am not in alignment and integrity with myself and what's important to keeping me in balance... this sacred temple that hosts my body, mind and spirit.

Mighty I am presence, creator I now command that any tendencies to slack, be lazy and avoid time, effort and energy, and everything that distracts me from keeping in balance and perfect health is now released and replaced with the strenght, courage and will power to stay true to the commitment of taking care of myself with 101% devotion of the vibration of love energy.

Writing daily is taking care of myself... Going to Magic 101 class with @Star Singer is taking care of myself. Doing yoga which I have been avoiding like the plaque lately IS taking care of myself. Going to an herbal class is taking care of myself. Scheduling that rolfing session is taking care of myself. Working on my posture daily is taking care of myself. Learning a new art and craft skill is taking care of myself. Meditating and reading daily is taking care of myself. Slowing down and being barefoot outside listening to the krikets, birds and the wind is taking care of myself. Greeting the first sun in the morning is taking care of myself. Juicing is taking care of myself.

When I am taken care of I am in better service... suddenly I can give more nourishment back into the world.

I also acknowledge the auspicious astrological times of intense energies and shifts penetrating and cracking the old stale energy patterns in the world... really waking them up and being felt ten fold as they move through us being NOW fully released into the abyss... And I certainly feel that... I am present to it... And these messeges are for you as I realign with my mission. I am messenger of the shift in our world... and I will continue to share these transmissions of self care and love."

nevent1q…c3gc