JimBLogic on Nostr: Thought about using an alt anon Nostr account to vent. But I also find it important ...
Thought about using an alt anon Nostr account to vent.
But I also find it important to be able to look back and hold myself accountable…
I had a freaking intense and well lived long week, met a girl and we clicked in so many ways.
She is a hard worker, sexy and appeared genuine when opening up and sharing stuff with countless hours of chatting (that’s when we didn’t have each other’s hands busy on each other).
Long story short: I must have trusted too much and chose to believe this was becoming “the real deal”; she said yes to the idea of being a couple.
Suddenly today after spending the day with some female friends of hers, she sends me a text saying that she still feels stuff for her EX, and that we should just be friends.
WTF?!
A text is soooo immature and impersonal compared with what I had seen and felt until that moment from her.
She declined a face to face clarification, saying that I should respect her decision.
She accepted a phone call; I made sure to politely and calmly ask her if she was serious? if she really was betting for the guy that was unfaithful to her 6 months ago?and couldn’t even touch her at the end of the relationship because of hypochondria condition and disgust (her words) and also for a guy who is now with someone else and took her 2 cats with him?
Told her we can’t be friend and BYE after she nervously said yes to those questions.
Can’t sleep, feel stupid.
How about that?! #NostrDrama
But I also find it important to be able to look back and hold myself accountable…
I had a freaking intense and well lived long week, met a girl and we clicked in so many ways.
She is a hard worker, sexy and appeared genuine when opening up and sharing stuff with countless hours of chatting (that’s when we didn’t have each other’s hands busy on each other).
Long story short: I must have trusted too much and chose to believe this was becoming “the real deal”; she said yes to the idea of being a couple.
Suddenly today after spending the day with some female friends of hers, she sends me a text saying that she still feels stuff for her EX, and that we should just be friends.
WTF?!
A text is soooo immature and impersonal compared with what I had seen and felt until that moment from her.
She declined a face to face clarification, saying that I should respect her decision.
She accepted a phone call; I made sure to politely and calmly ask her if she was serious? if she really was betting for the guy that was unfaithful to her 6 months ago?and couldn’t even touch her at the end of the relationship because of hypochondria condition and disgust (her words) and also for a guy who is now with someone else and took her 2 cats with him?
Told her we can’t be friend and BYE after she nervously said yes to those questions.
Can’t sleep, feel stupid.
How about that?! #NostrDrama