chester on Nostr: I just wanna make my goddamn music. But it feels like my ADHD and mental issues make ...

I just wanna make my goddamn music. But it feels like my ADHD and mental issues make it impossible. I've never been able to actually just create something. I have the tools, I have enough knowledge and skills to at least make something, but I just can't.

sometimes I find something that makes me think 'I want to do this. I want to put myself out there like this.' But the thought of actually putting something together is so overwhelming.

I really resent myself sometimes.