pasjrwoctx👽 on Nostr: When your #disabled and live in #poverty, on any given day there is not much to do, ...

When your #disabled and live in #poverty, on any given day there is not much to do, so time just becomes a thing of the past, not moving forward not going back, it just used to be, yet the minuets turn to hours, and hours into days, and days into weeks and so on, and after a while it becomes a blur and often your not even sure how much time has really passed, as you have nothing to do, nothing has been done, and nothing to look forward to, being single and living away from town with no transportation, you find your self very much isolated from life and reality, you think of what you used to do, and realize its been a decade or more since you went to a coffee shop, a book shop, even longer since you did anything remotely meaningful, your days are now filled with dread and despair, you struggle to afford the basics, and so often go without, anything a "normal person" may do on any given day now seems like an extravagant luxury even though they are not, and well alone I am with nothing more than the nightmares that hunt me, the rain outside block even a hint of daylight, the coldness chills your bones to the core, sitting inside no comfort to be, you simply put words out what more could I be, for nothing here to see but just maybe, someone out there will come rescue me, to have a life without fear, to live with no struggle, to have what so many take for granted each day, is but the dream of me.

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