Musashi on Nostr: For the past year that I've often had the thought of leaving the current place I live ...

For the past year that I've often had the thought of leaving the current place I live in, not saying a word to anyone, going far away, ghosting everyone and then live a solitary but peaceful life where I only speak when I need to. I've been donating, selling and throwing away things so that I can fit everything in my car and just go.
But I always wonder if it's just paranoia. Why do I think this way? Maybe I've spoken too much and people know things I don't like them to. My family is annoying sometimes, but not to the extent of me having to take measures.
Is this what I should do? Where to go? So many questions and not a single answer.