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Vulnerability 🩸
(The ability to hurt yourself)

I am surrounded by people
and yet I feel alone
"No one is going to save you"
It’s just me and my clone.
Who is my clone?
The one who feels the vibration,
who feels deep relation.
The one who takes meaningful action
and fuels the attraction.
The one that shrugs off the doubt,
and stays humble, not proud.
And then there is me,
filled to the brim with anxiety.
The guy thinking through nights,
picking unwinnable fights.
The boy seeking love and affection,
who is scared of rejection.
The dude that is deemed crazy,
for being too lazy.
But what if I wasn’t lazy,
what if the world was just crazy?
Why burn yourself out,
to make someone else proud?
No leader, no parent, no woman to be,
could know better than me, how I need to be.
It’s about breaking the patterns,
it’s about changing your habits,
that will end up inspiring and spawning wise rabbits.
But eventually,
though all of those rhymes,
I’m still craving
fine times.