that one JNL on Nostr: I think what's hard to understand here is that for me, these aren't just words. This ...

I think what's hard to understand here is that for me, these aren't just words. This is movement space that I'm part of, deciding to use this moment and a lot of people's energies to adjudicate righteousness badge awards

and truly, it's not that I'm mad, exactly. I fucking love these people. I care about them.

but God I am grieving. multivalently. in concentric ripples of what might have been and what should have been and what wasn't and what we will variously now go through until what's next