Su-Shee on Nostr: I'm still so exhausted from the yrs of covid followed by changing jobs and having to ...

I'm still so exhausted from the yrs of covid followed by changing jobs and having to somehow still muster some political shit. I'm noticing how hard it is to gain my fitness back at my age - mentally, socially, physically. at least I have a real nice job & a really good relationship but I'm so weary so tired literally "I can't believe I'm still protesting this shit" & we can't tell anymore if we even want our lives back from before or where to go next so real no future shit it's not even punk